SO NAIVE

just a personal reminder. if you're not me...ignore it

it feels weird, i don't like this feeling, specially because it takes me nowhere.
maybe it's just the hormons, maybe i can avoid it, maybe i don't need to look...
look your eyes, look your body, look at you...
kind of hate myself for these things (and no, am not telling you which things)

dump her, be sad, cry, feel bad, then be manwhore i'll not care...
only if the destiny promises me that you'll end up with me
don't mind about the road, doesn't matter if you kiss him (do it please)
only care about the end.

at some point im gonna need to tell you
at some point im gonna tell you
that point...you can't see it from where you're standing but neither can i

don't worry i won't say anything unless you let me
and specially don't worry...you're not the only one
no, you're not. yes, your friend.

i'm starting to see things that i didn't see before
and i'm beggining to be such a fool, such an idiot
i mustn't be writing this right now, i don't want anyone to see this
i don't want anyone to ask me what is this all about
i just want to write this down, talk it out with myself
realize that am wrong, realize that am right when i say that am wrong

wake me, wake me
open my eyes, force me to see reality
make me shut this down
cause i don't like the way that:
i hate your name, i hate your voice
i hate your silence, i hate your face
i hate your actions, i hate your skin
i hate your soul, i hate you.


shut the fuck up!